6th
Second Chances
You haunt my dreams and intrude my sleep
Tarnish all the good memories I wanted to keep
It wasn’t true that without you my days were dull
‘Cause I needed you just like a bullet in my skull
I trusted you with my heart, my life, my soul
You took them all over, took the control
You defeated the monsters I was so afraid of
And manipulated my feelings so I’d fall in love
What a wonderful actor, what a great charade
What a malicious and evil masquerade
What a thought out trick, what a tremendous plan
What a despicable, hypocritical, wicked man
All theories of a heart beating in your chest
Were all just lies that were smartly dressed
And all the beautiful dreams you and I had thought up
Now seem pointless, misleading, and corrupt
I never offended you, so it’s not my fault
There was no actual trigger for this emotional assault
How many girls have you deluded, deceived?
And how much of their hearts were they able to retrieve?
You took me into your wings, beautiful at the start
Until I realized they were made out of other broken hearts
No matter how much gravity we defied
You let go of me as soon as things went awry
And because of how much I hurt and how much I cried
And how much of my withered soul rot and died
You will be condemned to hell, and you’ll realize why:
There are no second chances when I say goodbye
